Life always give you dreams at different stages of your life and some dreams you see in day light and even I had such dreams livid and beautiful.
Soon after a degree in Biotechnology, my dream was to gain entry to some job and then earn a few pennies to do a diploma in some specifications Biotechnology. Yes, MSc in Biotechnology or Genetics was a dream which I knew I could not dream about. But I kept it low. With a job go 5000 rs salary, I was happy not fully but yes.I learned the basics of blogging and basic uses of Internet from there. The dream still remained unfulfilled. I was elated when I got through an interview at a reputed IVF hospital to work as an assistant in the IVF clinic, but the bond factor broke me then I wanted to sign the bond and take up the job. But umma was worried about the marriage alliance talks that was going on and I didn't want to stay as a problem for my parents who were already faced with so many issues. But that was the biggest wrong decision I made in my life, I realize now. I should have taken up the job what may come. I have always sacrificed my wishes for everyone else and in the end I am nothing now.
Then after marriage I sacrificed by freelance job I was doing and then didn't go for a job also because my husband didn't want me to. And then it was a struggle to keep doing something and nothing came out of it. And now here Iam with no good dreams to dream about.
Soon after a degree in Biotechnology, my dream was to gain entry to some job and then earn a few pennies to do a diploma in some specifications Biotechnology. Yes, MSc in Biotechnology or Genetics was a dream which I knew I could not dream about. But I kept it low. With a job go 5000 rs salary, I was happy not fully but yes.I learned the basics of blogging and basic uses of Internet from there. The dream still remained unfulfilled. I was elated when I got through an interview at a reputed IVF hospital to work as an assistant in the IVF clinic, but the bond factor broke me then I wanted to sign the bond and take up the job. But umma was worried about the marriage alliance talks that was going on and I didn't want to stay as a problem for my parents who were already faced with so many issues. But that was the biggest wrong decision I made in my life, I realize now. I should have taken up the job what may come. I have always sacrificed my wishes for everyone else and in the end I am nothing now.
Then after marriage I sacrificed by freelance job I was doing and then didn't go for a job also because my husband didn't want me to. And then it was a struggle to keep doing something and nothing came out of it. And now here Iam with no good dreams to dream about.
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